I'm sure he'll think through and forgive you - even he knows that you've changed for the better after the incident, which shows that he still has hope in you to be the perfect wife he'll ever find. Don't do something today, you know you will regret tomorrow, think before you act Anonymous. Foregive yourself. 4. It can result from poor decision making or an inability to make decisions at all. I should have known that he would find out, because he works in the industry and someone was bound to tell him, but he found out yesterday. A great memorable quote from the Born on the Fourth of July movie on Quotes.net - Ron Kovic: [confessing that he had accidentally killed their son in Vietnam] I'm sorry, I just had to come here to tell you. Don’t beat yourself up about it. I guess I just had to get this out. 5. How to unlock the I Can't Believe I've Done This achievement in Toejam and Earl: Back in the Groove! Also, if I show him this post, I'll just end up in the ER and then under my state's version of a 5150. I can’t speak for everybody with mental illness, I can only speak for me. – If you really want to do something, you’ll find a way. I know I haven’t lived the boxing life one million per cent. I was so worried that I might become a pedo, I used to check my reactions when looking at kids or when I was picking a child up or touching a diaper etc. Memento clip with quote Why are you asking me? Throughout my life I've had consistent problems- I refused to go to school at a young age, tantrums etc. Take your computer, put it in the trash compactor, and move on. I don't think there's anything I can't do. I can’t live with the horror of what I have done”, a court has heard. You know this is a VERY common obsessive fear amongst people with OCD. I confessed this to someone and they told me that I'm just as bad as child molesters and need to suffer, and they are probably right but I can't kill myself as my parents would be sad. If you or someone you know needs help, visit our suicide prevention resources page. Easily move forward or backward to get to the perfect clip. I've been crying nonstop since last night, and I've gotten sick twice. yogi asked. Talk to a therapist to help you get through this/work on your OCD. I doubt a pedo would have such a reaction and really things show up on 4chan and you cant control it so its not your fault for accidentally stumbling across something close to pedo. “I don’t regret the things I’ve done. I had so many doctors to see and tests … So prove to him in time that you are still the only and only he wants and needs!! May the works that I've done, … I've lived with bouts of deep depression my whole life. (shows him the newspaper with the news of the attack)Stefan: This was an animal attack. There’s a lot more to this, but I have to go. Remorse. When I was younger I suffered from a form of OCD where I worried I might become a pedophile. When I was younger I suffered from a form of OCD where I worried I might become a pedophile. Should I confess this to others? Should I kill myself? 7. But its not who you are. I know it's hard with ocd, but try to calm down and forget what that person said. Four Ativan and it's not helping, I still can't calm down. My parents are on vacation, so I'll just go to their house and no one will know until about Sunday. Hello. Get a grip and dont hurt him by killing yourself. I got in huge arguments over clothes and stupid things. I feel guilty and ashamed. I then told him he could go through my phone, not thinking that there was anything incriminating in it, but he found texts to a friend from last summer discussing it. I tried to go to work today but I can't get out of bed. “In life, I have made a lot mistakes and I have felt a lot of pain, but mistakes make me wiser and pain makes me stronger.” 40. Everyone makes mistakes once in a while. I blocked his number (even though we had only exchanged maybe 10 texts ever) and haven't thought about said bartender since. I want to kill myself more than I ever before. We've developed a suite of premium Outlook features for people with advanced email and calendar needs. This person said it doesn't matter that it was because of OCD, doesn't matter that I didn't WANT to or that I would have reported it, he said I am sick and just as bad as the others. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. So I married my husband in May. When I stand before my God, I want to hear Him say well done. Even your husband barely sees that it needs more punishment than a stern lecture. The site may not work properly if you don't, If you do not update your browser, we suggest you visit, Press J to jump to the feed. On the contrary, it feels like your moral standards are very high and make you suffer. It's just the way that it is and what makes me, me. I'm 16 and I live w my parents. he used the wall for support to walk down the hallway. I'm not afraid or ashamed to say it. I can't bring him back. I compare myself to people who somehow “seem” to lead a more fun life. You are taking on the guilt of the world or more specifically you are taking on the guilt and shame for all men who like those things. No matter how much I’ve done and accomplished in my life, I usually catch myself looking at other people´s lives and thinking they´re better off (despite all the webinars, self-development books, self-improvement mp3s, and meditations I have done). I can't live with the horror of what I've done: Note mother wrote after killing three disabled children. I broke up with my now-husband for a total of 36 hours because I'd convinced myself that I didn't love him, and in that window of time I got blackout drunk, danced on a bar, and kissed the bartender that I'd been flirting with for weeks. You never harmed a kid, from what I read, you didn't do anything morally wrong. I've been crying nonstop since last night, and I've gotten sick twice. : Get a game over before level 3 I regret the things I didn’t do when I had the chance.” 41. He came home and confronted me, and I'm a piece of fucking shit because I lied to him and said nothing happened. So I went to google and I typed in the words "child porn" and I opened a few links but nothing came up, and I browsed 4chan a little in case I stumbled on anything, but again nothing came up. Your going to punish your husband the rest of his life (your death will haunt him and he may never recover) because you kissed a dude? You said you had it under control. I will try my best to convince you to look for the positive side, though I must say I'm not an accomplished motivational speaker. I can't blame him at all, but he's barely speaking to me and doesn't really want anything to do with me. I have no regrets. ... can't live without them; can't make a silk purse out of a sow's ear; can't make anything out (of something He means the world to me. 'Cause I've drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies So let mercy come And wash away What I've done I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands of uncertainty So let mercy come And wash away What I've done I'll face myself We mentioned it's easier to focus when you have music, but when you're still having problems, feel stuck on your assignment, and find it hard to continue, approach your problem from another angle. What you did was not that severe. But, I've lived with this long enough. “I don’t know what to do with my life!” If you find yourself saying this, you’re not alone. I don't count that as an excuse, at all, and it makes me even more terrified that he won't be able to trust me if I'm cycling. Dionne Warwick. When I've done the best I can, And my friends don't understand May the service that I give speak for me. My meds have been modified since and I haven't been higher or lower than mild, but still. Find the exact moment in a TV show, movie, or music video you want to share. Youre not a sicko.. youre not a pedophile. Imagine all the things you two can do together - going on overseas trips, hiking, rushing for work because the alarm clock didn't ring, the possibilities are endless. You did nothing inappropriate. Time to go. This is the perfect place for me. Zach: Don't give me that.I know the game - you tear them up enough and they always suspect an animal attack. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast, More posts from the SuicideWatch community. I talked to quite a few doctors, psychologists, and councellors over the years and while I still experience anxiety around those thoughts I have learned how to look past them in my every day life.. Bridge The work that I've done, it seems so small, Sometimes, it seem like, seems like I've done nothing at all. You need to tell someone immediately you are having suicidal thoughts preferrable your husband. Zach: You promised. I tried to go to work today but I can't get out of bed. A letter can help the "I'm feeling" and "I've written" parts of your mind. I got back together with my now-husband, obviously, and while there was no more physical contact between myself and said bartender, we continued flirting for several weeks (whenever I was there, usually Sundays) until I basically kicked myself and realized I was fucking up the one good thing I had in my life. 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